guys, i really fucked up.
For a while now counselor and I have been saying that I need more community, some kind of club that’s more than just “alone together” like volunteering to clean up the parks or whatever. Also, for a couple of years now I’ve been toying with the idea of joining a rugby team again. I played in college, I think the game is awesome, I need some community, get some alternative fitness, maybe get in a game during garbage time at the end of the season, all of that. So we came up with the idea that I’d join the rugby club. Why not? I’m in shape enough to run several miles at a time with sprint intervals in between, I lift once a week, I do burpees and other calisthenics, I should be OK, right?
So last Wednesday I went to a practice. Already my knees were a bit sore from the weekend before which was 8 miles on the trail. I was having stiffness and what felt like swollen joints on the back of my knees; I’ve never had that before. Despite that I was able to run on Tuesday, sure I was sore but I finished it. Wednesday I pushed through, did a fair job keeping up with exercises, the hitting wasn’t a lot, but there was a fair amount of “get down on your knees on the ground and then push off to semi-tackle this dude coming at you at 50% speed” and such.
Thursday I woke up and really didn’t want to walk. Friday and Saturday I did some slow walk followed by light jog, to try and get blood flowing to heal. After I would do that it wasn’t so bad, but then an hour later when things stiffened up again I just felt like shit.
Sunday and today I really don’t want to walk, much less run. And forget a rugby practice on Wednesday. I’m pretty sure I won’t feel recovered by Friday of this week, maybe not even Saturday or Sunday, which is over a week for just about an hour’s worth of exertion.
The thing is, this is different than typical post-race exhaustion. It feels like a different kind of trauma. It’s not really lessening with time, as usual recovery which happens over a couple of days. And it’s not in the typical place I get soreness, like in my feet and ankles and thigh muscles. It’s really at the back of my knees, even when I’m kneeling down and the back of my knees are compressing, that hurts like a bitch. Both flexing and extending my knee result in pain on the back, not really on the front.
I’m not sure if it’s a full-on injury, where I need to go to a doctor or physio, or if it’s something that will resolve itself with enough time and some intentionality like treadmill walking that gets blood flowing but doesn’t re-stress the muscles or tendons or bones or whatever it is that’s hurt.
Halp? Advice?
