I am seeking some advice regarding my general situation at my current job. I have been working for about 2 years, and expect to be ASA in about a year. Essentially, I am concerned that my development as a worker is starting to lag behind my experience.
Thus far, my boss has been very nice, and while this is good in some ways, I feel that it has also been to my own detriment. It seems that the other students I started with have been assigned more challenging work and have thus developed their skills further than I have.
I was in a bizarre situation where I never really did work for my actual boss; since I was never really needed in the role I was placed in I ended up working on some project based stuff with more tangential managers. It sounds fine in theory, but in reality there was never really communication between managers about who was assigning me what-so there were huge hunks of time where I wasn’t really working on anything at all. I would end up studying, and if there was no exam to take, mostly just watch TV or play xbox. In retrospect this was a poor way to handle the situation on my part, but I didn’t feel comfortable outing myself as someone who contributed nothing substantial. I feel that my manager certainly knew what was going on, but he didn’t want to expose me either because it would have reflected poorly on him for mismanaging me to some degree (I’m not sure exactly what that degree really was). I think that had I been in the office, there is little chance that this would have happened. Eventually I would have just been assigned more work.
The work I did end up getting always seemed to be mostly low level spreadsheet stuff. It was also under a somewhat unusual umbrella which makes it not directly transferrable to other roles. In other words, not pricing, valuation, ALM, etc. At a certain point I got get the sense that I was only being trusted with the lowest level work (saw a message about me on a coworkers IM, a comment from a consultant in a meeting, etc.). A bit later my manager had a discussion with me about how there was a general feeling that I was not really improving.
We discussed some of the things that I could work on. Shortly after, someone left the department for an internal promotion, and I had to take on more responsibility to fill that void. With a higher workload, I was forced to learn a lot more and I helped us finish a couple projects on time, even though we were short staffed. My manager said I had improved a lot and there hadn’t been any performance issues since we had that discussion. At the end of the year I received a typical meets expectations review, as I had in the previous year. However, I really feel that for the first 1.5 years, I was doing pretty much nothing and didn’t learn much at all.
As far as exams go I have passed each attempt since starting here so far. I am set to move to a new team in a month or two.
Overall, I really feel that there are other industries and situations in which I could have been fired, but nonetheless that never came close to happening. My company is doing well now, and I have heard that we have struggled with recruiting actuarial students, so I don’t feel my job here is in jeopardy.
I’m not sure how this all affects when I should switch jobs. I have looked for a job some, but despite quite a number of interviews, did not secure an offer. I feel that the reason is because I was outed for a lack of significant contributions in my current role; on the other hand perhaps I just did not interview well, I did not prepare nearly as much as I could have in hindsight. It could be a combination of both. I felt kind of discouraged because the other students I know have all at least gotten an external offer, though they did not all take it.
I see a few possibilities:
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Stay at my job and try the new team I am assigned in April. When I get ASA in 2023, switch to another company when my job prospects are better, and I have more options regarding a new position. My company seems pretty on board the WFH train, which is cool because it means I can live wherever, but I have heard that WFH can be career limiting, and thus far I can’t say that it has helped in that regard. The issue here is what if I land a new position but them am canned due to lack of real knowledge, because an ASA presumably has higher expectations. While I don’t feel I know much, I still have my boss and 2 acceptable reviews to back me. If I get into a situation where I am given more work now, I can learn more and maybe this won’t be an issue in a year or so.
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Find a new job in the next few months. Then I could enter a new company with a fresh start, and they would have lower expectations of me than if I waited until being an ASA to switch. Downside is I would have no backers there to start with either, but I would enter with lower expectations vs. an ASA.
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Continue to stay at my job indefinitely and rotate around a couple more times. I have some track record to back me up, as none of my actual reviews are negative. Compensation is in line with market, or maybe a little above. In this case I would likely remain remote, which might be harmful for my development, though. In a case where I switch, I probably would end up hybrid in some capacity. My concern with this is that I might continue to be underdeveloped, and thus never be able to switch to a new role. More and more time here might make switching more and more difficult.
Does anyone have any thoughts? I guess I feel like there is a risk of being exposed in a company switch, whereas if I stay where I am the risk isn’t there for now, but it might make it more difficult to switch later on.